Life as we know it

Life as we know it sucks, and it sucks that me and baby daddy arnt together. Everyday I feel like I`m gonna lose him to someone else and we never will have a chance to get back together. Our son doesnt deserve his parents being split like this, when we can work things out for the better. I`m just taking it day by day just hoping things will get better. A lot of the problem is we both still live with our parents even though hes 18, Our parents have to do with us fighting a lot of the time. Sometimes I just wish I was a little bit older so I could get on with my life and be independent with him, I think that would solve somethings, but till then I just wanna work on things.

About me!

Hey all you readers just wanted to tell my story. Pretty much I had a normal life growing up with 2 parents and a brother. I had the usual inseparable best friend going out every weekend just to hang out with my friends, It was great. Then I met this boy in High School my freshman year and he was my first very serious boyfriend. Well things got really serious a not long after we got together I found out I was pregnant. A lot went through my head when I found out like what I was gonna do, what everyone was gonna think, and what my boyfriend wanted to do. I thought about abortion but I knew I`d never forgive myself, adoption was never an option. so that's when after all the opinions of everyone else I knew that I wanted to keep the baby. I went for an Ultra Sound at 14 weeks and I heard his little heartbeat and I fell in love. I had to leave regular school and do it online because my morning sickness was so bad. My boyfriend lived with his grandparents for a while and was working with them and everything was going well with my pregnancy! Finally the day came on August 27th, 2012 when my little boy was born at 3:51 pm in the afternoon. My life had been a roller coaster since hes been born, but its all worth it to his face everyday. Right now me and his dad arnt together but we are civil and talk everyday and sometimes even hang out, we are just taking things slow. Well that's me!